I went away for a weekend (or more precisely: 5 days), and packed, I had not only habitually a bag that could go with the other four weeks vacation, but also a bag full of questions that I myself in the last two months had asked for and that I wanted an answer.
I've got this, and can now say with certainty that I will for now remain in Berlin.
The "first" implies already that I Berlin not as a definitive Home have accepted, but no matter where I verschlägt fate still, it will be in the foreseeable future Karlsruhe, however much was widely felt to have completed a nearly 11-year chapter of my life in order to commence a new before I finally feel too old for that.
begins So now all over again: the search for a "real" property (currently I live in sublet), new acquaintances and their consolidation and the desire to find that special something that gives you the feeling that somewhere at home be.
much I leave behind, and some of them, which soon assumed the character of reunion with former classmates is the next reunion can be seen still in which the previously existing innumerable common interests but are now only sporadically available.
This can be regrettable, or consider a necessity, the need not to remain in stagnation does so with him.
And many a cherished one must bury completely, because we know that it will never return more ... certainly the most difficult part of the story.
Yes, it is just reflective ... also the lives probably hold every new beginning.
And each end.
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